"It's not an accident. It's a Grand Plan by Heavenly Father"

Venue: Artista
Time: late night
... no live band...

It started off when Trix is pisssssssed. The taste of being undermined. can kill. but she is resilient and no doubt, tough gal.

We were talking about how things have been turned out recently. Not immune to hard times and definitely not to some bittersweet moments.

Laughing and sharing we were. nibbling the bits of how wonderful things can happen in life. How we were meant to be roommie and how things lead to one another.

"It's all in God's hand. Can you see how great is God that He gives lives and plan it even before we were born?"

The tragedy that happened. make her stronger and closer to God each and every waking second. She always shares her testimony which amazes me again and again. which also, like a magnet, sucking me closer to salvation.

Philip. always has his beautiful way to slot in some rib-tickling jokes here and there. We were amused.

It feels soooo gooood to share.

Miss You but do you?

I miss you. you and you. It's so hard to live my life like how i am living now. Harder. cuz i know you are always around but you never care like how you used to. You make the situation worse and sometimes ugly. I am like a child, given ice cream everyday and indulge in the unselfish love. but suddenly, just because i am blessed with another ice cream man... ... sidelined. i feel deserted. You happy?really?

It drains all my passion trying to make it up to you. cuz i thought i should. that's the best way to send a loud message that I am still the Me that you know. I am still cheehwei. NOt just another somebody.but all my attempts. failed miserably. You happy? really?

You left me no room to run but just stone there and keep wondering what had actually happened. You're the second person that i say this to. "I have feeling too"

Me come in between

i hope all the scattered bits and pieces will fall back into places.

And Yes Indeed. He Has Such Quiet Eyes

I am pretty surprised and felt a shy delight to have read this poem in the new cycle of Form 4 Lit cuz we can have so much to talk abt in class. Lol..

Would like to share:

He Had SUCH Quiet Eyes

He had such quiet eyes
She did not realise
They were two pools of LIES
Layered with thinnest ice
To her, those quiet eyes
Were breathing desolate sighs
Imploring her to be nice
And to render him paradise

If only she'd been wise
And had listened to the advice
Never to compromise
With pleasure-seeking guys
She'd be free from "the hows and whys"

Now here's a bit of advice
Be sure that NICE really means NICE
Then you'll never be losing a dice
Though you may lose your heart once or twice

The subtle yet loud message of this poem is very powerful in every verse. Well, beware of the stillness around you. Still waters run deep.

You Don't know how i like the way you take Pics =)

Ken 3 balcony

Decanter =)

Never knew it can look so surreal..Lol

Finally i can blog

I've forgotten how it feels like to have a 6-hour sleep. can't really remember when's the last time i read a freaking book. My management of time sucks. Upside down and messy. enormously disorganised.

Put aside all the unpleasant thought that i am not gonna be okay, i know there are always loved ones i can hold on to. Called my dad the other day and his first reaction was "What happened?! Are you okay? Papa can't take this ar.." before he uttered even a Hello! Lol..that's what happened if you have a daughter who happened to not call home but instead would wait for the parents to call over the past 4 years. well...i choose to be silent. heh

i was told my blog is dead. So, i gotta revive it yo..lol

amazingly, i feel better after blogging. get some dreaded air off my chest =) I shall keep up the up up up spirit baby ^^

Wish everyone have a blessed day and rejoice rejoice rejoice in God's love.

And so, I signed out

I signed out. think that's the best.